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She was alone, veiled in despair, entrenched in failure.
Her failure, her self worth as vacant as the stone plinth that had once supported holy relics.
Yet it had been replaced by a burning flame, an unyielding desire to prove herself. She had not failed, it had to be an inside job. it had to be, surely her sisters had not failed her, or had she failed them.
Had she missed a critical sign, a small portent that could have prevented this. She was sure she had not, repeatedly she turned over her actions in her mind, yet she had found no fault.
Now she had to know, she had to find out if she had failed. She had to....
Repent
She had been paying for her crimes since she reached this boring shit hole of a shrine world. Punished for crimes she could not understand, the ends justified the means. Yet she was punished, removed from service, beaten and humiliated every day, her fate in the hands of the repentia.
She looked through her eyes, felt them focus upon a long sinuous mass of cords and fibres, sparks of blue lightening jumped between the twitch mass.
She smelled the seering stench of flagellated skin, felt the brutal strokes across her back, felt the desire to scream, howl and beat at the air, to turn upon her attacker, rip her face off.
Yet she held it all in, refused to make a sound, felt the lashes across her back become more frenzied as her torturer tried to smash the resiliance from her body.
They had tried and failed, for she could see no crime and that made her a stone.
This stone had bled, tears had trickled down her cheeks forced from her, yet she had not screamed, held in the gasping sob of despair.
She would not give them the satisfaction, they cared not for her innocence
The mistresses eyes seem to pierce her though those celestial orbs peered in another direction. Her own repentence was coming, that was the only reason for a mistress, her failings would be punished.
If she had failed.
She clung to that If
It was her salvation, her get out clause.She would find the traitor and return these relics, prove herself innocent and prove her methods correct. The ends justify the means.
There was general chitter chatter in the room. A blade flashed across her vision and she turned to see a new figure within the room. His voice hissed with menace, his movements laced with a deadly cruelty as the blade slapped into the wood with a dull thunk.
Kay rolled her eyes, she couldn't match the assassin in a straight fight but for some reason she wasn't terrified.
She had never strayed from a fight, never been one to back down and somehow she had always come out alive.
Against an astartes she had nearly died, the bastard had escaped with the lives of several sisters, yet she had survived pulled herself back to the medicae, bleeding and delirous, ranting about a bastard in blue and gold.
She had spent 3 days on drips, tubes clearing her of foul toxins and infections, machines holding her on the brink. Yet she had survived.
Was an assassin more powerful than an astartes?
Who knew, both were stronger than her, yet survival gave one a sense of omnipotence that was difficult to quash.
She wasn't sure what possessed her. Yet she pushed foward slightly and yawned loudly.
"Finished tough guy" she rolled her eyes
"Personally i dont give a rats ass what you've killed or seen, they say those that act tough are covering other insecurities"
She stared pointedly in a downwards direction, her lips twitching as she turned to the room at large
"What i want to know is how the bastards got in and out without being seen over the surveillance."
She snarled, her face twisting
"Thats what I'm here to find out. We're going to find the bastards that did this and bring them to book. Thats all that matters, not whether were big bad and scary or the room is pretty."
She fixed the assassin with a stare, hard and merciless. Her fists were balled, the tom boy within her itched for a fight... come on then tough guy lets see what you've got. I'll survive... i always do
Her failure, her self worth as vacant as the stone plinth that had once supported holy relics.
Yet it had been replaced by a burning flame, an unyielding desire to prove herself. She had not failed, it had to be an inside job. it had to be, surely her sisters had not failed her, or had she failed them.
Had she missed a critical sign, a small portent that could have prevented this. She was sure she had not, repeatedly she turned over her actions in her mind, yet she had found no fault.
Now she had to know, she had to find out if she had failed. She had to....
Repent
She had been paying for her crimes since she reached this boring shit hole of a shrine world. Punished for crimes she could not understand, the ends justified the means. Yet she was punished, removed from service, beaten and humiliated every day, her fate in the hands of the repentia.
She looked through her eyes, felt them focus upon a long sinuous mass of cords and fibres, sparks of blue lightening jumped between the twitch mass.
She smelled the seering stench of flagellated skin, felt the brutal strokes across her back, felt the desire to scream, howl and beat at the air, to turn upon her attacker, rip her face off.
Yet she held it all in, refused to make a sound, felt the lashes across her back become more frenzied as her torturer tried to smash the resiliance from her body.
They had tried and failed, for she could see no crime and that made her a stone.
This stone had bled, tears had trickled down her cheeks forced from her, yet she had not screamed, held in the gasping sob of despair.
She would not give them the satisfaction, they cared not for her innocence
The mistresses eyes seem to pierce her though those celestial orbs peered in another direction. Her own repentence was coming, that was the only reason for a mistress, her failings would be punished.
If she had failed.
She clung to that If
It was her salvation, her get out clause.She would find the traitor and return these relics, prove herself innocent and prove her methods correct. The ends justify the means.
There was general chitter chatter in the room. A blade flashed across her vision and she turned to see a new figure within the room. His voice hissed with menace, his movements laced with a deadly cruelty as the blade slapped into the wood with a dull thunk.
Kay rolled her eyes, she couldn't match the assassin in a straight fight but for some reason she wasn't terrified.
She had never strayed from a fight, never been one to back down and somehow she had always come out alive.
Against an astartes she had nearly died, the bastard had escaped with the lives of several sisters, yet she had survived pulled herself back to the medicae, bleeding and delirous, ranting about a bastard in blue and gold.
She had spent 3 days on drips, tubes clearing her of foul toxins and infections, machines holding her on the brink. Yet she had survived.
Was an assassin more powerful than an astartes?
Who knew, both were stronger than her, yet survival gave one a sense of omnipotence that was difficult to quash.
She wasn't sure what possessed her. Yet she pushed foward slightly and yawned loudly.
"Finished tough guy" she rolled her eyes
"Personally i dont give a rats ass what you've killed or seen, they say those that act tough are covering other insecurities"
She stared pointedly in a downwards direction, her lips twitching as she turned to the room at large
"What i want to know is how the bastards got in and out without being seen over the surveillance."
She snarled, her face twisting
"Thats what I'm here to find out. We're going to find the bastards that did this and bring them to book. Thats all that matters, not whether were big bad and scary or the room is pretty."
She fixed the assassin with a stare, hard and merciless. Her fists were balled, the tom boy within her itched for a fight... come on then tough guy lets see what you've got. I'll survive... i always do