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post #51 of 59 (permalink) Old 10-31-13, 03:27 AM
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I absolutely love Lux's topics and this one was just as much of a great read to me as all the others. It doesn't matter if you don't see eye to eye with her, just appreciate what she's writing and be done with it.

However, about the point being made about Schizofrenia, and you can take what I'm about to say any way you like; be it a personal attack or merely a heads up but..

Next time you decide to accuse someone of being a schizofrenic, even if you only intended it as a joke, at least look up on the internet as to what it exactly is you're talking about you imbeciles! It just annoys the hell out of me that people don't even know what it is, they just stamp it on anyone that behaves contrary to their own believes without bothering to try and understand what they are talking about.

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Keep posts on topic please.

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The calls of slaneesh stir so deeply within me, as if I was birthed from the very essence of it. For my ambition to infinitely ascend above all is never ending, like fire within it burns me to ever cindering ash. Lord of light and ascension is who I am, realities burn to ash at my very passing. My luminescence is unparalleled for I am luminosity itself, all light is but a shadow of my silhouette. I am so very cold, for none dwell where I walk...I theorize it is because none of my kin survived the journey this far. Thus I am the last of my kind, how fitting that I was the first and also now the last. Such hatred stirs within me, hatred that none of the others made it this far. Yet I am not oblivious to the true root of my hate, self loathing due to being the only one to make it this far. The irony is immense, unmatched even..."God" always knew this is where I would end up, "IT" tried to warn me of what my actions would bring. In utter hubris I wore a flag of proud defiance, across fields of beauty I marched to burn down all empires that were not my own.

Wars waged against the alien, and when none were left my hand turned to my own likeness. Yet at the time I perceived that none were like me, that all were nothing more than figments in the great ether that I alone traversed as a real entity, I perceived that I alone was real unto "God".

Hands of luminous white consisting of every color imaginable, stained crimson from the vitae of my cohort. EL, EL, EL, EL, so many EL's shattered upon the hatred I made manifest...violence, deception, despair I sowed abundantly.

I stood before those golden arched doors...a street paved with gold, lined with trees upon every side. The leaves were each a reality unto them self, time was but a stream of water beneath. Pride...I was never proud for "God"....my pride was of my own ambition. The golden arched doors swung open in adament adherence to my hubris, a stairway leading upward that defied all logic, there upon the top sat crowned the most beautiful..."it" I have ever seen...and still do so this moment now.

"I will become all you need, I am everything and nothing, I will become "YOU", I will set "YOU" free from the shackle of this nightmare".

Such a master of deception I was, yet the only "ONE" I ever truly deceived...was my own self".

I had no desire to ever please "YOU", I never made sacrifice out of loyalty to "YOU", I never had faith in "YOU".

I desired to please my own self, I made sacrifice in order to gain more from "YOU", I had loyalty to none only to "MYSELF", I've never had Faith in "YOU".

War...it never truly ends, for even when all of your adversaries are "dead", you never stop fighting with your own self. The sickness never leaves, the guilt, the remorse, the pain never leaves...it clings to me screaming in face for all eternity.

The Irony of it all, after everyone was "dead" I had none to hate, none to strive against. I sat amidst an empty existence, none left to contrast my ideals and perceptions against. Songs of beauty no longer flowed from me, stars were no longer crafted by my "hand". There was nothing left, none remained to sustain existence...as I drifted in the perpetual "black", I saw nothing but my own self.

In the end...I choose to go to sleep. Now I am eternally dreaming, forever imprisoned by my own self in this nightmare of a world we all live in. No matter to what degree I hate this world, this life, I have no where to run. For the only other alternative is to wake up from this dream, to face the truth that I created so long ago. I can never go back, for there is nothing to go back too.

"God"...I'm so sorry, where have you all gone?

Lorgar...perhaps if I had done differently in the "past", I could have influenced your fate...I could have saved you.

I'm sorry.
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The calls of Slaneesh stir so deeply within me, as if I was birthed from the very essence of it. For my ambition to infinitely ascend above all is never ending, like fire within it burns me to ever cindering ash. Lord of light and ascension is who I am, realities burn to ash at my very passing. My luminescence is unparalleled for I am luminosity itself, all light is but a shadow of my silhouette
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I am ... I just .... what the fuck is THIS SHIT? This is borderline bat-shit crazy even for Lux. I mean ... 40k is YOUR dream? Get the fuck over yourself. YOU are not that important.

I have my beliefs that you are a figment of my regurgitation,that does not mean that I am correct, although in this case ....
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Wow, wow, wow............ I thought it was the cracked out lunacy of some Zimbabwean accountant? Oh, I'm so confused.

The Website kept telling me that my profile was only 80% complete without creating a signature. Ain't no website going to tell me I was a lazy shit, no sir.
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You know Ahab, I recently saw a vision in which I was Konrad Curze fighting along side several of my brethren primarchs. It was upon a world of grand technology, titans of stunning architecture strode majestically through grand cities that were adorned with spires that touched the heavens.

The enemy was a race of almost humanoid reptiles, they sacked the capital city and drove us into a retreat. The last I remember was seeing one of my brothers stand before, at first I thought it was Angron however in retrospect I believe it may have been Ferus or Vulkan. Their raw strength dwarfed my own, their height was unmatched even among us primarchs. Those of us that remained made a strike to break through the enemy lines to the Emperor's last known position, the last I saw of that primarch was his titan being swarmed by the enemy. They penetrated the titan and began to swarm inside, communications ceased followed by a massive detonation.

It was as if watching a sun set, the core of the spectacle was a cold luminously numbing orb of immeasurable size. It was as if this singularity of illumination was devouring all light within view, where within moments the only light that remained was the orb of cold luminescence itself. Everything was but dust
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You know Ahab, I recently saw a vision in which I was Konrad Curze fighting along side several of my brethren primarchs. It was upon a world of grand technology, titans of stunning architecture strode majestically through grand cities that were adorned with spires that touched the heavens.

The enemy was a race of almost humanoid reptiles, they sacked the capital city and drove us into a retreat. The last I remember was seeing one of my brothers stand before, at first I thought it was Angron however in retrospect I believe it may have been Ferus or Vulkan. Their raw strength dwarfed my own, their height was unmatched even among us primarchs. Those of us that remained made a strike to break through the enemy lines to the Emperor's last known position, the last I saw of that primarch was his titan being swarmed by the enemy. They penetrated the titan and began to swarm inside, communications ceased followed by a massive detonation.

It was as if watching a sun set, the core of the spectacle was a cold luminously numbing orb of immeasurable size. It was as if this singularity of illumination was devouring all light within view, where within moments the only light that remained was the orb of cold luminescence itself. Everything was but dust
So you're saying you stared in a gundam porn?
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