Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: edson alberta canada
Ok, so i just noticed the "off topic" part of the forum and figured that hey, i got nothing to lose. I havent painted, modeled or posted in quite a while. The reasons are many. I first started to paint and model as an outlet for depression. A way to help calm myself while i sort through my thoughts and tried to get my head together. As time went by, my head got more messed up. Deaths in my family added an extra spiral to the plunge, then money issues. That started marital problems. Next thing i know i am hospitalized for being suicidal. Really have no rhyme or reason to post this other than the fact that it seems easier telling strangers than anyone else.